20 Key Codes I Learned To Exit The Matrix, Become A Self-Led Sorceress,& Birth Heaven On Earth

1. In 2020 I decided to leave the matrix and go all in on birthing my online business, because of a download I received during the pandemic. I quantum leaped light years in a very short space of 6 months. And I speak on behalf of all of us here, as we all were put through our own unique ascension that year. What were the effects of your awakening during the pandemic? For me, my quantum leap happened quick and fast, with NO INTEGRATION. 

2. At the time, I hadn't made any correlation to the energetic context of 'where I was creating from', it all channeled through me so quickly. I see now, how earlier that year, I was creating from survival and lack (unconsciously attached) to God/Source space, versus (co-creating) with God/source, two very different energies, can you feel the difference?

3. This very attachment was essentially pulling like a dead weight at my solar plexus, and became a karmic destructive chord, causing stress in my gut and trauma in my body.

4. As time went on I struggled to hold the beautiful container and body of work I had created.  Even though my desire to channel and lead, was evidently my gift and what I loved to do, I could no longer hold what it represented. The river beds felt like they were falling in on me and even though shakti flowed magnetically through my channel, I could feel her presence waning and this made me feel deeply sad.

5. Exactly 9 months after birthing her, (the time it takes to conceive a child),  I felt cracks appear in the river bed walls of my business. The walls that were holding my life force energy started to leak. And just a few months after this realisation, my health started to deteriorate.

6. Although I was downloading and channeling from Source, I created my business fundamentally from an environmental influence of lack and survival, I was moving from house to house, in-fact I moved 8 times in just under 2 years. I moved quick and fast to create and keep up with the times, ( masculine energetics) and it taxed my system.

7. Masculine energetics alone is NOT sustainable when it's built on lack and survival, eventually it will burnout, and mirror the same energetics it was birthed from.

8. The soul of my business was crying out for balance, i.e full integration of feminine and masculine harmonics, at the time I was managing from 40% feminine and 60% masculine in the structure of it's operation.

9. By the end of 2021, even though it appeared like my business was taking off, and my feminine was on fire...  underneath, I was starved of mechanical support, and craving an advanced business system to essentially steam-line and structure the exponential expansion of my rapid growth.

10. In Jan 2022, my soul and body finally met eye to eye, in the silence of the storm -  aka post pandemic. I will never forget this day, I could feel my fingers and toes for the first time, since the post trauma of my quantum leap.  My higher self spoke loud and clear, she said, its time to recalibrate beloved daughter, a RESET is coming and we need you rested and prepared.

11. I swallowed my pride and followed the guidance of God. I did whatever it took to recalibrate my nervous system.

12. I detoxed and cleaned up my diet,  ingested high quality foods, superfoods and supplements. I even did a parasite cleanse, which shifted everything for me. I cleaned out my schedule, moved my body daily, grounded barefoot in nature, dove deep into cyclical living and the energetics of my womb. And lastly spent lots of time with loved ones and family.

13. I recoded my mindset and boundaries with next level integrity and sovereign energetics, I sat for hours, listening and meditating with SOURCE. 

14. In March 2022 I felt an organic shift in my nervous system. It was a very gradual but distinct transition from fight and flight to a grounded inner calm and stillness.

15. In June 2022 I was pleasantly greeted by a rich and rested feeling. The smallest gesture felt so meaningful to me. This is when my reality started to pivot -  invitations started pouring in, it felt like the universe was responding to my renewed shakti. But my discernment was tested again, could I stay rooted in my healing journey. This is when the CR Retreat fell through, and right there and then, I was guided to surrender even more, to the unknown and give up all control.

16. July rolled in, and now my energy feels like GOLD, I AM surrendered in my body and deepening into an even more loving relationship to my ever present, NOW - MOMENT, versus an expected version of what my future vision, wished my body to do, be and create for humanity. I LET GO even more.

17. If I needed to cry, I cried. If I felt heavy and contracted, I gently met myself there in the contraction, I did not push myself to be somewhere else. I wrote and wrote and wrote and danced and danced and danced, until my hands were sweaty, my heart buzzed and my tears rolled into joy.

18. I invested in my own womb priestess mentor, who has been supporting me to understand the womb cosmology of my lineage, along with deepening my red tent practice ~ since I have invested in this, I have DOUBLED the creativity, abundance and prosperity flowing into my life.  

19. MORE gratitude, MORE presence, LESS guilt, ZERO expectation, and choosing to be in the here and now became my deepest teacher over the last few months.

20. And lastly one final KEY CODE: (Integrated) Feminine and Masculine Energetics. I made it a ritual to sit with any unprocessed, raw residual resentment, anger, grief and pain suppressed in my body. Without judgment I allowed all unmet needs of my inner feminine and inner masculine be seen whether they were projecting, blaming, shaming or demanding onto each other. Through this practice they were able to be fully vulnerable with each other and a deeper healing occurred in my personal life and my business. I watched in awe the fragmentation of the energetics of my business seal itself up like a china bowl that was smashed into pieces re-shape itself back into wholeness. I was making love to myself and my business all over again.

Just like this pic above, I have spiralled in and spiralled out...

With today marking the 9th month being rooted in Wales.

There is that womb birth number again.

I am humbled to share I have recalibrated, to the 2.0 version of my soul business blueprint 

 I work less and more smarter than ever before :-)

I have hired skilled professionals that have installed automated systems that has relieved me from hours of labour.

My long term vision for business and life is more crystalline clear than it's ever been and I feel another layer of maturity has integrated for me.

What I know to be true, over and over again, is that we did not come here to live as prisoners of a fucked up fear- based societal system, whose basic function is to manipulate and control the mass population for their own self-absorbed greed and power.

We should never have to feel guilty or scolded for taking a day off, or for desiring a restful, abundant and juicy life, that prioritises health over production, freedom over control, and feminine being-ness over masculine doing-ness.

As women we have this innate ability to co-create with the cycles of nature.

Every month, women cycle through death, birth and rebirth.

We are designed to see through bullshit agendas, because we are here to birth life, nurture it and protect it.

I am going to weave this back into the dark feminine because our collective psyche is programmed to fear and suppress the dark feminine.

We are taught that the dark feminine is evil and we should fear her.

When the true dark is the 'Womb of the Mother', from which light arose from.

Before there was light, there was dark...

But patriarchal society made dammm sure of brainwashing humanity into confusion and fear, making you believe dark is evil, and used your womb as a dumping ground to bury collective wounded pains, and sorrows, to turn you away from the holy mother who birthed you.

So you keep running away from her, and sweeping your pain into the dark of your womb, to not be looked at.

Remember everything that happens on a global scale outside of us, equally happens within us, and we cannot run from this.

So I ask what soul lessons are waiting to be revealed within the darkness of your own womb - void?

Women we have a more than average psychic ability to tune into the dark feminine, and cleanse and spit out from our field, what is not in alignment with our highest expression.

We do this every month, without even thinking about it; our womb makes space to clear the old, and birth anew.

When we come to accept versus fear the dark feminine, we will preserve and restore our natural birthright of womb sovereignty and inner connection to mother earth.

If you read this far, thank you for taking the time to read this. 

More importantly, if this inspired you at all, feel free to journal your 2020 - 2022 highlights, this was a deeply healing practice for me.

We tend to miss out on all the jewels of wisdom, when we overlook the lessons our soul chose to initiate us through each year.

I love you,

ASTRAYA xox